reading

recently, i spent my nights reading novels..
two nights in a row!
it's quite an amazement for me, who always say , 'i don't like reading!'
'gw asli ga doyan baca.''reading is not my cup of tea.''reading is working, and i do it only at work.''gw ga bisa disuruh ngayalin apa yang gw baca.'
'males baca ahh.. bikin sakit mata aja!'

sebetulnya, dulu gw suka baca. karangan enid blyton kayak lima sekawan, st clare's dan malory towers selalu menemani saat libur sekolah jaman gw sd dulu. beranjak dewasa, i enjoyed reading sidney sheldon, marga t, hilman hariwijaya , zara zettira zr, danielle steel, mira w, maria a. sardjono, etc. there were nothing fancy that i read, i just read something light. mostly novels.

i don't know why now, i don't read as i used to. i even proclaim myself a reading hater.
mungkin karena waktu kuliah, gw harus banyak baca?
mungkin karena saat ngajar dulu, gw juga harus banyak baca?
mungkin karena di kerjaan gw sekarang, lagi-lagi, gw harus banyak baca?

undeniable that i do read every day..
apapun bentuknya..
status facebook temen, tanggal kadaluarsa di kemasan makanan, sms, signing board, artikel & berita koran, promotional flyers, email, nomor di bel apartemen, nama jalan, price tag, subtitle, disposisi, kawat&brafaks, dll, dsb, dst.
tapi, menyempatkan diriku tuk membaca sebuah novel, hmmm.. tunggu dulu.
males ahhh...

bolos...

pertama kalinya bolos di tahun 2009...
hihihi... something that i used to do when i was still in jakarta...
dulu, sakit, atau tepatnya males dikit, gw pasti dah nelpon ato sms orang kantor dah bilang 'ijin yak'...
tapi di 'tempat cari makan' (enakan disebut gini daripada nyebut kantor) gw sekarang, ruang gerak gw tuk 'ngabur' atau bolos dengan alasan 'sakit' agak susah...
ntah kenapa bapak-bapak gw, plus satu ibu, pada rajin banget kerja...
entah kenapa mereka mereka betah banget spend their day, at work, way after working hours... and i have to keep up with that... hmmmmm...
padahal sesekali 'mangkir' dari rutinitas 'tempat cari makan' to just be in bed for one day is indeed very good...
yupe! we need a day off every now and then..
i surely believe, when so much is on the line taking a break from my routines, letting myself relax is hard to do but is necessary.
without it i think that i will burn myself out, maybe even begin to hate what i once liked, and once again, maybe, cause me to give up on my dreams all together.
huhuhu... jangan sampe dehh...
mangkanyeee... bolos, siapa takut?!! :)

ME

well, i start blogging again...
start to pour down what i have in mind...
which is mostly about ME, ME and just ME...

psst.. don't get bored, please..
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